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I just realise something else. Its like my classmates, they sms me to ask them about hw, how to do this. Bring what things tmr. This subject what file? Its like a bit frustrating. I ask my pri friends how's their life, how's everything, and i receive a msg from you 'whats hw'. Not that i dont ask you lar. But its like, why cant you listen in class instead of playing your stupid handphone games or read your bloody mother fucker book. LISTEN LAR. OPEN YOUR BLOODY EARS AND LISTEN! UNDERSTAND? ARGH! ARGH. I AM PISSED. I AM ANGRY AND I NEED TO LET MY FEELINGS OUT!!!
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Erm. I'm feeling a great mixture of emotions. Zzzzzzz. I'm confuse all over again. So lets just start from the beginning. Erm, celebration was rather fun. The lion dance wasnt as scary as i thought it would be so i never freak out. And you know whats ironic? Every house won a prize. Then after that, went with sean to mrt station. Then waited for Kailun. So like after waiting for quite a while. We decided to walk back to school cause we were like bored? Then erm, Desmond was with Kailun so we went to J8 to try and find a birthday present for my sis. We couldnt really find anything much so we waited for Loyee to come.
So while waiting four of us were like talking. This talk was mostly about CEC and Prefects if i remember correctly. So i couldnt get into CEC cause i didnt volunteered, and the teacher never choose me. Then prefect, this is seriously my own opinion. I find it a bit erm erm. Its like you have to campaign to be a prefect and it depends on your popularity. Campaigning from what our psl told us, including putting up posters, going for interviews (WHICH I HATE), asking people to vote for you, give a speech. And all those just to try to be a prefect. And if you never get to be a prefect, it will be like a waste of time then its like embarrassement. So i'm not sure whether i should try for it. But thats not the point here, cause thats like in June.
Then Loyee bought a small cake for my sis. Then we trained back to Gombak. While we were like in the train, Desmond was asking me who my teachers are. He seemed surprise that i got mrs jasmine chong for maths. She's a nice teacher. I like her :D. In simpler words, she knows that boys will be boys so she doesnt blame us for what boys usually do.
And i just realise that the more i ask people about cca, the more confuse i get. If right from the start, i didnt ask anyone about cca's, you know what would be my first choice now? NCC. Of course i dont mean i blame the people who showered me with advice. Then i heard that guitar is very a slack then my brain goes through this natural process where it ask me whether is it good that way? Then i have to think about it all over again. Then CO need to go back on saturdays, then i consider joining it again and during the holidays you have to go back on quite a few days from 9-5. Just like working hours. Then again if you ask me band and ncc, which one i'm more INTERESTED in, i would say ncc, then i have to know that my sis strongly objects it. So its very frustrating in a way.
And it seems like you know my class like dont take cca seriously (actually, they dont take anything seriously in the first place) or i take it too seriously. Its like i ask any one then they will be like, Band LOR./ Shooting LAR/Aiya just anyhow choose one lar. Dont they know that cca's will affect your leadership which will lead to your testimonial. zZzZzZZzZzZzZ. Everything is linked in my school. Eating outside of canteen --------- demerit point. You have to do everything by the book (it means like no life lar)
So we reach gombak then we went to had lunch. So during lunch, Loyee was like picking up 4 continuous calls. So after this one, another 'hello' then another 'hello' So we went to school, almost all the 6-1 08 were there then 6-1 05 got more than a few. around 10?? Then mrs ho was talking to Yash, Jedi, Sathya, Kishore, NXY and her favourites and she only talk to me for like a few sentences but i dont really care, i went there to see my friends.
Then after that, parted with my sis they all, we were one of the last 6-1 08 to leave then Chrystal, Lynn, Sean, Isabelle and i went to West Mall. Issy and i were like instant friends sia. My stomach was hurting because she was making me laugh like througout the whole period. I went hyper for the 1st time this year. Zzzz, i did went high once in school but apparently, my classmates dont get why i high. *rolls eyes* So we went from KFC to POPULAR to the CINEMA (but never watch movie lar, just went there) to WAFFLE STICK SHOP to SUBWAY to MACDONALDS. Then i was laughing from the start to the end. For no reason, i just laugh. Laugh laugh laugh. Then at macs, sean was sleeping for like 40 minutes. So we were chatting and chatting non-stop.
So we went home and here i am. So now, i find myself aimless, so lets say now i'm working hard, working hard to get good grades, get good grades for what, get good grades for a good job, what job then? what job? So chrys and i were like, if only the world ended last year. Currently, i do hope that the world ends at 2012. Life is pointless, its aimless. Ccas. school. hw. shit shit. bloody fucking bullshit. hell. shit. more shit. can life get any worse?
Actually, everyone has a period of time where they think sucidal, go into emo-ness, so yeah, thats what i'm thinking now lar. Its like why is ri's cca system so complicated, why cant they just mix the core with the merit, make everyone's life simpler, dont have to go through all the effing stuff i'm going through now. Yeah thats right, PATHETIC BULLSHIT