Exams are coming. So HI PEOPLE AGAIN. GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR EXAMS! MUST WISH ME LUCK TOO. ARCHEIVE THE RESULTS YOU WANT :DD. JIAYOU!!
and goodnight :D
RXS
LP
CR
byebye :d
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WALALALA, before i start on today's post,
YESTERDAY
Fun beyond words, our Amazing Walk was truely amazing. Seeing zhan's renovated room, and tiffany and him rushing in and out. HAHAHA. Learning about the secret being cindy and stella. HAHAHAHA. Seriously, i like the creativity. Very unique. Everything was picture perfect. It was better than i thought it would be :D. Thanks goes to Zhan Chrys Lynn Tiffany Sean Zhan's mum Zhan's WII, haha for making this such a perfect day to remember by. Vivo-ness.
today was pretty screwed, the monday blues are back again. I felt like breaking down. HAHA. Okay self-inspirational paragraph coming, no need to read if you dont want to.
Come on, just 5 more weeks till June, you alr beared with it for 5 weeks, why cant you go on another 5. You beared with ncc, you beared with the fricking school life. Just another 5 weeks! I know you dont like your staff for scolding the platoon. I know you dont like the fact that you are trying your best not to adjust and others are just blatantly moving about. I know it sucks! Like what's the point of you giving your all while others like dont care dont care. Let the other five weeks say their words, if you still go to ncc, dreading the fact that you will be scolded, if you still live your life by stoning during mondays and wednesday.
I know it sucks being the only one in ncc in your class, i know it sucks knowing that others are enjoying their cca cause it was the one they wabted, while you are still here, stoning your life off, worrying about ncc. I know it sucks thinking that you are unable to be piled with scoldings. I know it sucks that other ncc people just shake the scoldings while you are there taking it into heart. I know it sucks that people dont reflect while you are there, thinking guilty I know it sucks knowing that you are tying your best while others are there doing what-ever-shit they are doing. I know it sucks while your classmates are there saying how perfect their day were and you are there thinking that i was trying to finish the be damned hw. I know it sucks while people are boasting about the fact that they got like 3.0 and above for their gpa while you are there stoning cause you got 2.87. I know that it sucks that your chi standard is that low. I KNOW IT SUCKS. I KNOW SCHOOL SUCKS. BUT ITS TIME TO GET ON.
Actually you alr have, just that you are worried about your cca. Ncc wasnt your choice. It wasnt what you wanted to be in. You wanted to be in guitar, but blame the fact that your musical talent sucks, blame the fact that your sports sucks. Bear with it when people like NG says 'oh my guitar was super slack, we were doing hw during the 2h' bear with it, when you are there thinking, we were drilling, pt-ing, knock-it-downing during you 2h. Bear with the fact that others are just flicking their fingers and their troubles are over while you are here, trying hard not to cry, not letting the tears flow. Bear with it okay?
Cause in the end, you being in ncc, who will be better - you! Cause you know the drills alr. Who cares whether the learn a be damned new skill. Cause in the end, you have the right to boast that your drill is better, you pt is better, your ability to withstand scoldings is better. Who cares whether you break down now, cause it will only strengthen you. The proccess and pain may be unbearable, but the results will be satisfiying. Okay? Who cares whether their cca is slack anot, just bear in mind, your cca, your cca NCC WILL MAKE YOU STRONGER, JIAYOU okay? JIAYOU OKAY RUI XIANG?! JIAYOU!
Okay the end. I'm going for dinner alr, this will be the post for now. Until 2 ncc training, until 5 more days. JYJY. bye, happy week 6