CROSSES FINGERS
I dont know why, but i feel that the June holidays will be stressful. I shall reveal the current projects we have- History 'Quest' on Civilisation
- English Drama? or something about English
- Chinese Drama
- CS Dreamweaver
- RE Interview -sadly without Sid-
I really really hope there is no more. I dont want to live my June holidays in pure torture. And i want to study! I need to. If i want to be better!
Some more i'm alr the leader in the chinese drama thing. But i really need advice from others. Luckily, Daniel and Zhi Rong are good in chinese or else i would be dead. But still. Its like my supposedly first time being leader. Then i really dont wanna screw things up. Furthermore, i have a strong hunch that mdm yati would choose me to be one of the 6 leaders. Its not that i'm overconfident or anything about her choosig. But i really dont want to live my June holidays with so much responsibilities. I really dont want to neglect my family and friends. ARGH. Screw lar. I'm damn frustrated now lar. This is their way of a holiday?
Sorry to my friends reading this if i have to forgo some outings. But i will make sure that wont happen. Trust me on this :D
Sigh......at first it seemed like a perfect getaway to the screwed up life in school. Now it seems like a trip to disaster.
Still, i must be confident. And really trust myself that i can do everything successfully. I dont request for it to be perfect. I just want it to come out good. Its alright if its not the best, i just dont want them to fail under my lead.
Sometimes, i thought, if i could be a bit more immature. That MAY be better. Cos i will have the excuse in saying that, 'hey i'm immature, you cant blame me.' I really wonder how people can be like still smiling and smiling when nothing is done to their project and deadline is almost there, potential slackers, i would call them. And yaknow what's wrong with me. During project, when nothing is done and no one wants to do it, i will be the one doing it. Cos you know why. I want my grades. I want a good mark. So that means that i am obliged to do, right? That's why project sucks. Its just a term for -tearing up friendship-.
Sigh, i need motivation.
Hopes everything turns out well. Hope so.
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Sian, now in school waiting for Daniel and Zhi Rong to come….. z.z. Make me wait so long.
So yesterday, I was like super tired and freaking nervous all the time. Haha, in the end, NCC turned out not-that-bad as Staff wasn’t there. No idea why. BUT still, sick alr still must go. I was feeling freaking thirsty all the while. Haha. We did marching until 5, which means 1.5h of marching. Hey Hey, I’m not complaining here. Then from 5-6 we did PT, which was Master’s way of circuit. Haha. So more or less.
-freak that Daniel and Zhi Rong, still haven come. KNS. When I finish this post and they are still not here, I zao alr.-
Today. Maths, which as usual, hard to understand. CLE, Mr shahrom didn’t come, so Mrs Jacqueline Chua took us. So it was funny and scary. Cos all our impression of her is like fierce. Haha. But in the end, we went for early recess
Science is well, normal? We did some lame activity. Haha then chi was………usual? At least we got chocolate. Heeheee. So nice of her. Then assembly which we stayed in class. Mr Chong let us watch incredible tales, while talking to some students. Some saw Mdm Yati while some saw Mr Chong. Aiya form teachers la. Haha so I saw Mdm Yati. I don’t know how to say this. But yeah, she said something about school. How’s life. Then she was saying that I had the ability to be a leader. Etcetc, like I had the potential. Shall not elaborate or else people think I show off. OH YEAH! SHE SAID I WAS MATURE! Well, that is a compliment. As in my thinking! Haha. Felt so proud? Not that proud. Happy Happy that I had a stand in class. Haha.
So that more or less concludes my day. We have so many projects now. Dies…… Haha. Finally those two people are here. Sian. LIKE FINALLY :DDD