Last day of holiday.
Believe it or not.
I bet 3/4 or even more of the student population is whining and moaning like i am now. Unless of course you are the OMG-SCHOOL-I-LOVE-YOU type. 4 weeks fly past. Like sheryl's facebook status, time has grown wings. Yes, absolutely true. And you know what's so ironic. I spent half of the time of the holidays doing what, yes nothing but school-related stuff. Yes i should probably be happy that i'm not a upper sec yet, who practically can camp in the school. But yeah, like hey yo, i'm a sec 1 yo yo.
But i learnt a lesson, never ever be a leader of a project. I mean, take it from the perspective that i'm a kind person giving others a chance to express their leadership abilities. Yeah. So next time, if there's a project and we have to elect a leader. Sorry (why the hell am i even apologising when i did no wrong) i'm not going to be one anymore, i'm not obliged to be. So even if you all choose me, i will say no. Yes, as straightforward as that, NO.
And even if the teacher is nearby, i shall just tell her that i dont want. If nobody wants to be and like a bomb is ticking, i will not raise my hand and volunteer to be a leader. Even if that means that we get the lousiest topic, that's the leader's problem then, not mine.
I will not be taken advantage of anymore, i dont want to be the one that has to volunteer, that has to do all the work. Sorry, maths rep has changed. No more giving chances for doing things that you did before, cause i already gave you a chance before, right? Hate me all you want. Call me immature if you want. Cause i really dont give a fucking shit of what you classmates think about me. You can call me the worse vulgarities that you can ever think of. You can make the teacher think bad about me, but i wont give a shit. Cause the real Gan Rui Xiang, will never fall down due to the evil deeds of you people.
我忍够了
I had enough of this shit this holiday, yes there will be more, i am sure. I had enough of some fucking attitude people whom i have to bear with because i am a mature person, one that is smart enough not to start a fight with a loser. My friends had enough of me complaining to them, i know they are sick of it. It's time i let them talk about themselves.
NCC aint going to kill me no more. That's part and parcel of life, isnt it? Think of the fun i will have when i'm sec 4 (yeah 3 years done the road). So i am not going to complain about NCC anymore. Its hard. I know, we know. But i will try. I may have given up trying, but i will try to try again. (Okay that's a stupid quote which doesnt make much sense).
Well tiffany just replied to my sms. Yeah in 12h times, we are going to wake up, and get started on the life we never wanted. At least now there's no morning assembly. Heh. And another lesson learnt, finish hw as early as possible. Heeheee.
Ignoring the project and school-related stuff. I had fun.
I had fun going out shopping with my family, at orchard, at vivo, and many more, while they shop for their shoes, their bags, i was eating delicious stuff. :D
I had fun going out with all my friends, reminsicing about the past, thinking about the future, and as we embrace the harsh truth, the unfair reality, moving on together and ever.
I had fun going to malaysia, meeting my aunts, my uncles, my cousins. And their friends. Eating at floating restaurants, shopping at big shopping malls, complaining about how there was no size for the shoe i wanted.
I had fun using the computer, chatting through msn, reading blogs, playing games
I had fun
I really did
And i'm glad that there's this holiday, cause it really helped cleared up my mind. I dont dare say i'm ready for tmr. For another new term of mind-boogling subjects and tough maths question. But i'm confident enough to say that i had enjoyed this holiday and i thank MOE for giving us that.
Have fun :D. Good luck in your test, all the best.
dont matter no more