Envy Jealousy
Hahaha, envy is basically greed with content. Right? You're already happy with what you have, but you want more
Jealousy is hating without satisfaction. You're unhappy, discontent, and you want what others are having.
I have no idea why i typed that.
I am envy of people who have cousins in Singapore
I am envy of people who visit their cousins at least once a month
I am envy of people who can speak English to their cousins
Awww, but i'm not jealous. I still love my cousins :)
And they're coming for September Hols!!!!
So i'm going to spend 3 days with them. Ahhh, miss them like crazy.
I'm very bored. And when i'm bored, i can't force myself to study. Hmmm.
I want a long weekend. :(
-------
I just realise i'm some sort of loner in class.
My friends seem to be able to do fine without me. Just that i can't do without them. :(
I hate my seating in class. The people in front of me are irritating, the person beside me is selfish, the people behind me don't even talk to me unless necessary. They don't need me. But i need them.
Remember how i said i love my class.
Yeah that part is true in a sense. But i need a change. A change from all the negative thoughts i'm having of this class. A change is good. For better, for worse. That will come later i guess.
Amazing how a seating can get me thinking.
Another thing, i just realise (once again). For Oral Communications, the class is basically spilt up into 2, index no 1-16 and 17-30. And all my friends are all in the other class. I'm a loner. How heartbreaking.
Sometimes, you just wish it could all change